Wednesday, November 16, 2011

LoNeLY


【真情篇】
一个月又酱要过去了
我发现,我又是一个人了
是人格问题吗?
好像身边的朋友们都渐渐远去
最近做人做得很客套
因为再熟悉的朋友
都好像将是陌生人似的
或许现在的生活是从未曾有的
总觉得一个人的时间比任何时候都还要久
寂寞就这样
侵入我的生活了
我担心自己未能把这学期分数修好
于是很不好意思脱手了几项活动
把自己弄得超得空的
所以一个人的时间真的很多
最近
身边的有些朋友们
都谈恋爱了
而我呢
还是保持原状
有些朋友会问
女朋友呢?
还没有吗?
是不是你太挑?
还是要求过高?
我只能说
不知道
只能说随缘
可以单身日子越久
被寂寞侵袭的日子感觉就越长
对朋友们的恋情
渐渐有的强烈的羡慕
甚至妒忌
但是没办法
有时候有喜欢的人
也要人家喜欢你啊
如果能想说话般酱容易就好了
说真的
我真的想谈恋爱
缘分请出现吧
摆脱我寂寞的生活可以吗?

过去这个月
我尽然几乎自己一人生活似的
一个认为自己煮饭
吃饭
看电影
游戏
我都不知道是怎样过的
还好还有时候Clubbing
不然真的能说生活乏味
真的希望自己能适应一个人的生活
可是
一个人就算过的再好
告诉人家的快乐都会像个谎言
=(
不时自我反省
是否自己哪里做错了
毕竟有的朋友们就在自己身旁
但自己却选择了寂寞
这是为什么呢
是否自己变得跟其他人不一样了
还是变得自私了
什么都不想一起分享?
可是其实心里是很想一同分享的
但所周遭的
所发生的
使我身不由己
不是不要
而是不想要
渐渐的
变得什么都不能
不要
现在就变成酱了
下个学期我会更寂寞吧
现在偶尔照顾我的室友
将于这个学期顺利毕业
过后
我就真的是一个人了
朋友们都忙着生活
各忙各的
这时候
我发现我连个生活伴侣都好像没有
=(
会熬过去的吧?
希望如此


【生活篇】
还是那句
都是家人最好=)
现在每个星期最渴望就是星期五
能回怡保
在金宝的生活
真的不是我想要的
上上上个星期
我答应了姑姑
当了姑姑幼稚园所举办的【恳亲晚会】的司仪
虽然不难
可是还是会有些难度
因为要以标准华语来述说
这下就得练习了
毕竟平日所说的华文并不是标准的
不过当然活动进行的非常顺利
还被人称赞声音好听~=D

后来,我也在空荡的时间接了一份工作
Megamate PC fair sale
这是我人生的第一份工作
第一天真的有点辛苦
但见是钱分上
还是熬过去了
而且成绩不错
是Top Sales罢了嘛
哈哈
接下来又有另一份工作
是YES的
是来临的星期五及周末
被命令当个主管
哈哈
我不知道那个经理为何对我那么好?
毕竟还没跟他工作过
就给我那么好的工作
而且薪水不错哦
但是怎样都算是第一次当主管
还是有压力的
希望能有很好的表现吧

最近,IPOH 终于开了一间OVERTIME 咯
而且是第一天开幕
我就跟朋友们去光临了
当天香港明星黄宗泽也在场
听说该店他也有股份的
我们尝试了其店出名的法国酒
味道不错
很好喝
另外也认识了两位比我们成熟12岁的【哥哥】
哈哈
其实真非常感激两位
因为其实当天是首天开幕
所以吸引了很多人潮
我们是因为两名哥哥的邀请
并预定了位子才有幸能前去的
可是两名都是到场才认识
其实是透过网上的邀请才预约的
哈哈
听起来好像有点危险
但是还好
他们都是好人
哈哈


最近发现了一首歌
是陈势安的【我习惯喊痛】
歌词动人
因为发现本人的周遭
此歌歌词能深深感受
听听看吧=)



想分享这个
AH BOY 般 的【大海】
其实我也是叫 AH BOY
但没这个酱可爱 =)


Clubbing life =)

最近



好了~希望下学期能更好吧=( 
晚安咯

Thursday, October 20, 2011

【领悟的过程】


与我的家人:)
最近朋友们都不怎么在身边
还好有家人相伴:)
我自认我比较注重朋友们
但是当然家人也很重要啦
当我需要帮助的时候
家人永远都在我的身边
我爱你们:)
这张是我们一起在过去的星期天到怡保的极乐洞悠游
其实目的是为了试试新的相机


就是这架咯
SONY NEX-C3 
新功能不错
拍摄简单而且也很时尚:)
只是要注意咯
因为要小心保护它的LENS
可是还算可以
不会有太大的不方便:)


如果想知道更多详情可以浏览这个网站 :

这些都是这相机拍的:)

【红】

我弟,我妹





最近陈势安&Bii合作了一首新歌
名为【势在必行】


曲作词是来自大马的戴佩妮
其实我们大马还是有很多才华洋溢的音乐人咯:)
我喜欢这首歌的旋律
音乐好听
歌词也很有意思
陈势安唱的很好
几乎整首歌都能听到他的音色
Bii也不错
很有磁性
很好听!
两人合作的很赞
MV也很帅咯:)


这几天猛听
吃饭,驾车,洗澡,煮饭
都在听:D


外,也发现了一个消息咯
就是这个



现在我身边朋友几乎都在使用智能手机
这可以知道你的手机是否是TERBAIK 还是 KURANG QUALITI 的
因为我们都不知道我们手机的制造厂吧
很简单
首先你先拿起你的手机
输入 【 *#06#】
然后会出现一堆数字的
然后要注意第7跟第8个数字
例如 : 437656043716539
第7跟第8的事 04

02 atau 20 : dari China = KUALITI RENDAH

08 atau 80: dari Germany = KUALITI SEDERHANA

01 atau 10: dari Finland = TERBAIK

00 atau 03 atau 04: dari kilang asal = SANGAT TERBAIK

13 : dari Azerbaijan = SANGAT KURANG KUALITI & 

MERBAHAYA

如何?Check到吗?哈哈
我自己的手机是04
所以是Dari Kilang Asal 的 
SANGAT BAIK
哈哈


晚跟朋友们
Diane JunWei Max
一起看了场电影
REAL STEEL




男主角 - Charlie Kenton (Hugh Jackman)
很喜欢里头的小男主角
也是叫Max (Dakota Goyo)
不过这个很可爱!哈哈
那个【PLEASE】的眼神
看了就想哭:)
以后一定是帅哥
现在都酱帅了:)



后来回家时
在路上还被警察BLOCK
><
还好只是CHECK CHECK IC
最后没事
:)




真情篇
我发现自己对自己的陌生
这感觉从来没试过
或者是随着身边所发生过的事情
思维的更改
相处的模式
有点知道更多自己想要的
因为这是以往不曾拥有过的
对每一段感情
无论是在爱情或者是友情上
我都无法处理得恰当
有些东西在原理上是应该生气的
但在生理上却选择了压抑着自己
怀疑自己的生气是多余的
总是考虑到是否自己把事情处理得太小气
还是过往的大器已经慢慢忘记了我原来是这么小气的
真感情真是难以抓摸啊
就连自己有很多时候都不知道到底自己在做什么:)
什么是应该?
什么是不应该?
已经懵懂到不知道如何做选择。。。
我常常问自己
我这样处理到底对不对
有时候真的不知道该如何维持下去了
真的有时候宁愿自己流泪
也不愿意在来临时日子后悔
但还是害怕最终还是一样心碎
我承认
从前从未有过那么好感情的一位好朋友
但总是想着对方的感受
就自己
却选择用压抑跟忍耐
从未真正想伤害谁
如果对友情真心的付出是一种罪
我真的怀疑除了自己我还能相信谁
就算是好到一种程度
也是真心啊
如果说真的
真的失去像以往那真心友情是无所谓的话
那么我有哪来那么多的伤悲

我没多要求
但愿每天可以过得快乐一点
看些可爱的东西
就可以很开心了
【康熙来了】
每集都能让我开怀大笑:D
真的爱死你们了
小S跟蔡康永
:)
很可爱吧^^
看得懂吗?
【If You Can Read This
Yuo Are Awesome】
那个You还写错!:D








Saturday, October 15, 2011

【ToDay】


These two weeks I passed so economized :D 
I cooked for my Breakfast Lunch Dinner someday Supper also :)
I believe My skill in cooking had been improved alot ^^
bUt I still not save that much money that I have>< still so poor,

I really miss my Friends muxh
We didn't meet each others more than one month liao :( so sad :D
Lucky Ziying always be my accompanied:)
Beside Only Facebook Twitter Youtube PPS accompany me lo~ 
No ger la :D

These days had no night life outside
after classes everyday I was staying inside my room during the whole day
I almost become a 宅男 liao T.T  
I don Want PLS


Today I watched some taiwan program name as 一天壹蘋果
The topic Is about Homo de :) Special is Lesbian lo :)
I know how to describe P and T jor :D
The most irritated one is~ they all so pretty and lengzai><
I can describe like LengZai than me T.T
If feeling to watch can go youtube :) These are the link : 


The thing I want to share is~ I was cried after watch ==
SO TOUCHING lo~ I mean the PART 4~ ><
mY Tear dropping auto after hear the Story~ so kelian ~ So touching :)


They are NIKE and AUDREY (couple)
CUTE :)

I am a person hu accept Homosexual, I mean GAY and LESBIAN
WHY NOT??@@
ALL are human being~ 
We are the same~
Just the person that who in love are the same Gender jek ma~ 
SO WHAT ?
haha

But still we can discover alot PPL like our parent generation are still having the old concept
Boy Must WITH Girl
Girl Must WITH Boy
:)
and majority ppl are think that Love in different gender are a case of normal
But why not Homo?
why got some ppl go and check from doctor or counselor that ' they' are special or unique? 
actually why don think that Boys and Girls in LOVE also need go check and counseling??
In this 21st century
Homo had been proved are not a kind of illness
and Its a natural :)
yee~~ talk to much jor tim :D why I am so irritated :P


Besides, I discovered Taiwan LOLLIPOP F de SONG not bad lo :)
Today just realized :D:D
 This song nice :)


YOUTUBE : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z-eqqDHdajg&feature=share
Name 电司
Music not bad~ Lyric cool~ Dance YENG :)
Abit like Korean gam :D
But the MV is funny lo~
Feel the rhythm of singing doesn't match with the MV
感觉音乐有那么一点对嘴不准
感觉不对!:D
But overall
NICE :)



Lately My best friend Max already implementing his new Business 
SELLING Sport shoe :D
ALL BRANDED de lo
Just the price are more cheaper..hehe
but the QUALITY are almost d
actually those Products just dropped or disqualify from the department of verifying of the most standard 
But they are almost like d
I mean the quality :)
If U fall in love with the design of the shoe?
Or now u is wondering to change a pair of NEW shoes? 
Don curious and question la~
Fast choose and order la~ :)
Sometime can buy few d~
not always just know how to buy the REAL BRAND :D 
* Actually we all are so stupid when buying the REAL lo
* cos the Price really BIG different with the SMALL different of the Quality :)
and ho~
these all not A货 la~
Don't mistake, Don't confuse 
ITS DIFFERENT :)

RMB! If interest can contact me or contact my friends Max (inbox us)
My FB acc : https://www.facebook.com/chia.kimhuat
Max's FB acc https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1018352183
He is a LengZai lai gar :D can only inbox for orders ar~
No Confess d :D:D


And here is the Link of the PAGE :) 
Must go LIKE and support ar :)
https://www.facebook.com/pages/ShoppyLane/141771349254151


These are the Pictures of shoes :)
Got : - Adidas
- F50
- Nike
- Timberland
- Lacoste
- Paul Smith
- Tommy
- Zara 
- and so On :)




I having the first color one~ COOL :)







THAT'S ALL
THANKS for the viewed and support 

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

- Big Changes In This Month -

WTH...
I was lazy for my blog and stopped since July until now October, 3 months already haven't updated..hehe
Because the passed last 3 months I was crazy everyday with all my friends :D 
I had been treated my real house in Kampar as my hotel already.
Only 2 days a week back my own house for shower :D
and I almost spent my time at Max house with his air condition room :D

During this time, I had a lot of fun and sweet memory with all my lovely true friends in Kampar.
We always go for clubbing together, road trip, Cinema, Chicha, Events, gathering and so on,
Of course sure after classes and done revision la~ sometime :D

Certainly I am not only played everyday, beside had learnt many from friends.
I had been encountered many situation in last 3 months, 
Learnt how to control my emotional, changed for my identities for the better life.

I was passed the time of irritated, madness, happiness,
experience many that never tried before,
I appreciate all my friends was built a lot of good memory together with me :)

But, nothing is perfect, 
I dislike the feeling of separation with friends...
perhaps was already habit with those friends in every single time...
Some of the friends was planned to transfer to others University,
Some of them are stopped for study,
Some of them had been graduated...
In October until today, I be friends with LONELY again...
Always be alone all the time...
Friends all are went back hometown for their semester break...

Lucky got Ziying as my accompanied with me :)..
We cook together, go market for inventory together, cisin together :D

And so fast, coming next week they will be back Kampar, and we can gathering again :D
I really don't know how am I passed last 3 weeks without friends around me T.T
Friends are so important to me :D Since I am still single now :D 

Sometime really hope to have a lover, at least I won't be alone all the time :) 
But It's hard to find la~ I am not choosy :P Just my real lover not yet appear yet :D
and Now I know how to be a good lover lo~ 
Not only know how to flirt :D 
Hope I am right :D
爱情,我会了
不需要只是暧昧~:)

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Follow me and Add me :)
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Waltz With Love 2011
Kuantan's Trip
Arthur's Day  
That's is my sister hand lo 
My Mid-Autumn Festival  
Hair Cut in Penang 
The latest :)

Sunday, July 24, 2011

-JuLy- Lost control -

               Time flies like an arrow, few months no update my blog that has been left out in the cold..bu shuang lo :P...
actually I am in the mood that just under recovering, the few days passed My mood was in a terrible condition...perhaps just a small things but could made me crazy like the shit! Seriously, when I am cool down and thinking, actually I can't understand myself why got that reaction to all the people around me...to those my lovely daily friends should know what happened...I just felt sorry here and appreciate your concern...I know actually I can handle those stressful thing more better than what I was did...MaYbe now is having days in July...its could made me flash back some old memory (last year)...that time was I encountered the most deep hurt from my heart..from You D....I almost used 6 months to recovered the feeling from you and made myself better..sorry to said that this was a secret before..because had no one know about this relationship about me...included my intimate...I am not praising myself how good in pretending...I am just respect this friends and keeping secret...sorry~ maybe Gemini friends are the similar...we are try to hiding our real in a corner of ourself...even crying also hide and cry alone..actually we hoping a listener....maybe just a people that we concern...but all the time we was willing chosen to leave ourself alone...and let the time to  fade out everything...Recently I encounter M...we are intimate~ but because of this....its hurting myself when I was did many things...I know how to pretend...how to settle...but I don know how to stop my mind...what was I thinking? and I am Pretending all the time when I am aWake...appreciate what you had done~ appreciate how u accompany me..and I Promise~  Friends! Serious Shit! Start from tomorrow~ no more Emo on my face^^ and I am damn missing you all now~ Sorry SLyn...forgive my mean what I did to you...I know you also having your complicated feeling now~ sorry~ Max~ forgive my childishness to you all the time...its such a way I hoping you to tease me..and I can release my stress with you...Kalvyn cheer~   but I need a hug~>< Night.

Monday, April 4, 2011

【充实着自己】

从你眼睛,望着自己,有幸福的倒影~~
每次听到这句歌词~我都会深深感动~但是,这都是烟消云散的过去~
现在想做的事,有很多~包括爱情~
但是,不想有太多的发展~我怕我会再次伤害人~
追求者~你很好~你没错~错在我自己~错在于我自己对爱情观的蜕变~
所想的不只是简单的爱情了~
所以这个月我都忙于我的学业~放多点时间跟我身边的好朋友相处~
发现~其实自己真的不只是一个人~
朋友对自己的认同就是所有~
在这个世界上~若你是有点名气的~有实力的~想讨好你的人~多得是~
但是想找个能与你有默契的朋友们~就是不容易~
我喜欢默契~默契的互动能让人兴奋~
默契的想法,能促进友情的深度~^^

这个月有认识了很多一下的新朋友~感觉都不错~也因此做了不少充实性的活动~
其我提升了不少~
不过很快的~这个学期又来到了尾声了~
大家都忙着assignments~我也是啦当然~但是很开心~我的assignments 全都交上啦!而且presentation还获得不错的回应~呵呵~
接下来要好好准备Final料~

至于感情方面~还是一样啦~
我不介意暧昧~
因为我只会暧昧~爱情~我不怎么会啦~
给朋友意见倒是没问题~但是当发生在自己的身上~就没说的简单咯~
虽然是很想找个对的对象~但是想要~天时,地理,人和,的情人~有那么容易给我找到吗?

另外~我这个月也参与了两项户外摄影哦~哈哈~因此获益良多~学了不少有关摄影的知识~也因此认识了很多新朋友~xD~ 尤其是美女哦~最近这几天~前一阵子参加的Be A Star Management的一项比赛~我得知我进入的十强!并且来临的4月17号要到KL去出席总决赛~xD好开心咯~希望我不会空手而回把~当然我会加油咯~^^


来临的5月~我19岁的生日就要到了~不知道今年的生日是怎样过的叻?有点期待~可是又有点怕失望~毕竟那时候是假期~很多身边的朋友们都回家乡了~我可不想一个人过呀~><
5月头我会到泰国去~哈哈~好期待~好开心~这次我会一样~杀一大堆衣服裤子鞋子饰品回来!xD

好吧~今天分享到这里~我答应啦~我尽量会时常更新我的部落格的啦~可是有时候就是很懒嘛~xD~ 一样~最后会分享一些生活照咯~^^

如何?谁要找我们去拍MV?哈哈~开玩笑~

美女^^

美女~^^

^^

<3

美女^^

美~^^

杀!xD

我们像在打买衣服的广告吗?xD

我的新手机~新朋友~^^

学校的活动~最先是没人敢玩的~但我跟Mickey上前支持后~去拍照的人~多得是~xD

^^有胡渣的咯~^^



新lens~^^



Mike~^^ 

跟帅哥~
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